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Anna - 24 - Vienna/Austria - uni student - vegan

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September 29th
2 notes
10:08 am

Looking like the bummest of all bums today but anyway wearing G’s Sigur Rós shirt which he forgot at my place and it smells like him and I’ve been wearing it all night to keep my motivation up and anxiety at bay. (also it says “áfram Ísland” on it (“onwards, Iceland”) and basically I see significance in many small things so the fact that he forgot a shirt, forgot this specific shirt, and that this specific shirt says áfram Ísland is tremendously motivational for me… It’s like a circle finally closing, 2008-2014 FINALLY og áfram áfram áfram LOKSINS áfram…)

Currently on my way to the library and yes, I did take a short nap because I had to start googling my own (German) sentences to see if they are even grammatical…

Looking like the bummest of all bums today but anyway wearing G’s Sigur Rós shirt which he forgot at my place and it smells like him and I’ve been wearing it all night to keep my motivation up and anxiety at bay. (also it says “áfram Ísland” on it (“onwards, Iceland”) and basically I see significance in many small things so the fact that he forgot a shirt, forgot this specific shirt, and that this specific shirt says áfram Ísland is tremendously motivational for me… It’s like a circle finally closing, 2008-2014 FINALLY og áfram áfram áfram LOKSINS áfram…)

Currently on my way to the library and yes, I did take a short nap because I had to start googling my own (German) sentences to see if they are even grammatical…

Filed as: personal // what even // hjartað hamast //

Sumpf. (swamp)

Going to stay up until it’s effing DONE.

Write drunk, edit sober.
Write drunk, edit sober.
Write drunk, edit sober.

JUST WRITE SOMETHING.

(at the “staring on a blank screen with a blank brain” stage of writing…)

September 27th
1 note
3:46 am

really effing tired but most likely unable to sleep again? all-nighter last night, about three hours of sleep during the day, five hours of mostly physical labout setting up for the milonga, then thesis work at home. i meant to go to bed at a reasonable hour today but somehow it’s almost 4am again?
… and most likely doing it all again tomorrow.
i almost like it since i feel so detached most of the time, yet i know sleep deprivation won’t do my brain/thinking abilities any favours.

really effing tired but most likely unable to sleep again? all-nighter last night, about three hours of sleep during the day, five hours of mostly physical labout setting up for the milonga, then thesis work at home. i meant to go to bed at a reasonable hour today but somehow it’s almost 4am again?

… and most likely doing it all again tomorrow.

i almost like it since i feel so detached most of the time, yet i know sleep deprivation won’t do my brain/thinking abilities any favours.

Filed as: personal // self // what even is anything //

September 26th
1 note
2:22 pm

It’s so cool to think that at the last milonga weekend I had zero experience with Argentine tango and now, 4 weeks later, I wish I had the time to stay after set-up so I could learn something from watching the other dancers :D (but there’s a practica tomorrow which I’m looking forward to so much already)

I’m trying to fit like five things under one hat atm, one of them finishing my thesis until Tuesday morning next week, so eeeeps, what even is sleep.p

September 26th
1 note
2:14 am

"Hmm, I probably shouldn’t have candles on my desk, I bet in my eternal confusion I’ll manage to set something on fire. Hah, but my trusty cup of coffee is standing right next to it, ready to be spilled in surprise and take care of any fire. Naaaah, nothing’s going to happen…"

yeah. See second picture. (“Where’s that burned smell coming from? OH FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK”)

September 23rd
2 notes
8:28 pm

I was tagged by my friend melema last week to do the positivity project (where you list 3 positive things each day for a week) and was dead set on starting it on Monday since I figured it’d be easier to keep track of the days that way. Anyway, it’s Tuesday night and I’m not even sure if I’ll get to do it today either. I might do both days tonight or I might start it tomorrow or I might wait until next Monday, although on second thought that’d be even worse timing since I’ll be out of town without a computer and presumably crazy busy all day every day next week.

It’s something I want to put thought into, so every post is going to take up quite some time and more mental space than I have when I usually post longer posts (which mostly happens when I’m on public transport, like right now)

September 23rd
919 notes
1:17 pm

melisica:

(by aeronomy)

this is actually me! I didn’t know pictures from my old flickr account floated around on tumblr. kind of weird, but also kind of cool.
(also I’m pleased that the source is still intact. thank you, people!)

melisica:

(by aeronomy)

this is actually me! I didn’t know pictures from my old flickr account floated around on tumblr. kind of weird, but also kind of cool.

(also I’m pleased that the source is still intact. thank you, people!)

(via heartshapedbones)

Filed as: reblog // personal // picture // self //

September 23rd
1,797 notes
12:00 pm

(via d-light-ful)

Filed as: picture // inspirational //

September 22nd
1 note
4:20 am

Since I work much more concentratedly during the night I sort of reverse the day/night cycle and work from 8pm until 4am usually, something along those lines. (sometimes earlier if I finish a certain task earlier, sometimes I don’t finish the task at all and just don’t feel like it any more and go to bed)

Anyway, tonight’s goal was to finish data aggregation, no matter how long it’d take me. I assumed I’d pull an all-nighter (to be fair, I procrastinated until midnight), which would have been perfect since today is laundry day and I have the laundry room from 6am on - yay, being productive on AAAAAALL the fronts. Except I’m done now, and it’s just only after 4am. If I sleep for two hours I’d only wake up incredibly tired. >.<

Filed as: personal //

s.t.